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Hi Lucius,

I was actually just wondering about you recently - where you were, etc.  Thank you so much for your post.  This has been a difficult topic for me and difficult to post my questions, so I'm glad that it has turned out to be helpful.   It is amazingly helpful for me to know that others are wrestling with this material and this issue in their own lives.  So thank you again.  And yes, this thread will be something to come back to.

Peace,
Ellen

Quote from: Rad on Feb 16, 2012, 07:11 AM
Hi Ellen,

"So this could work for illness, also?...."

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No, it's not meant for that purpose. On the other hand you can always try because by creating a consciousness of affirmation, desiring for the sickness to be removed, can certainly help in the healing process.

God Bless, Rad

Thanks, Rad.  This is helpful.

Quote from: Rad on Feb 16, 2012, 10:41 AM
Sunyata,

Go ahead and post the birth chart of the boy you have questions about, and need help with. Share all the relevant information that you need too.

God Bless, Rad

Thank you, I really appreciate the opportunity to share this information. If you can post the chart for me that would be great.

His birth data:
October 26, 1994
Tucson, Az.
8:48 am.

Here is what I have written so far. I will have to catch up tomorrow but please feel free to share or ask any questions. There are more current events but this is the beginning and the basic theme that has permeated everything.

I came into the boys life just before he was 2. The biological father had left his mother soon after she found out she was pregnant. Shes conveyed the story to me many times of this night and how the father said he could not get her pregnant because something was wrong with his sperm. On her own she was leaning towards giving the child up for adoption because she was not prepard to do this on her own let alone just the shock of someone lying to you, getting pregnant as a result of trust in that lie, and then having the liar leave town....but somewhere along the way the grandmother sways her to have the child by firstly saying that she would adopt him (which defeats the whole point of giving up the child for adoption) and then by convincing her that she would be there to help her raise him. And from her point of view, she was being honest. He would be the first grandson of the three daughters, and she needed some grandchildren. Another thing that I cant leave out is that the mother had a bought with some drug usage about a year and a half prior and ended up in the hospital. This is relevant because from the point of view of the grandmother this child helped 'save' his mother from drugs. This is how the grandmother would view him, up on the highest pedestal  because he saved her daughter from certain future drug addiction.

The  labor was long and she gave birth via a midwife clinic type place. When labor started she was already Ill with a fever. The labor lasted about 26 hours. When she first looked into his eyes she said she was literally frightened. The grandmother witnessed this reaction and the first words out of her mouth were, "You dont love him!" Meanwhile, she had a 103 degree fever. He refused her breast milk. So that is how he came to be. She lived with her mother and father during the pregnancy and up until we moved in together.

The first thing I remember is the first time the three of us went to his mother's favorite frozen yogurt shop. I waited in the car and as they went in, in my head was a very clear flash of the image of two people coming into the yogurt shop, robbing the place and killing them. There ended up being many "˜visions' of that type where the end was death.

I remember how hysterical he would get when it was time to leave for school (preschool). I was the one to drive him mostly. He did not want to be separated from his mother. There was terror in his eyes and he would be clawing at the windows trying to get to her, he was completely panicked. We tried our best to comfort him as we knew how at the time. There were extended goodbyes and lots of soothing by her to him to just get him to be able to be at the school.  He had incredible mood swings very early on and would go to a very dark place which was really odd for me at the time because I hadn't ever seen someone so young go to such a deeply dark place. This was way beyond a fit, an extended temper tantrum or any other thing that I've seen with a child even to this day. He would come out of it at some point on his own, not via us consoling or talking or whatever normal things anyone would do to help their child.

The mood things became darker and weirder as he grew to the point of when they would happen, the darkness wasn't just in him anymore, it was in the air of the room.  It was pretty disturbing, very frightening to both of us. Whatever darkness he had in him was always directed towards his mother. When it was over he would not be able to talk about it, explain it. He stole things from us, hid them and then adamantly denied it when we found things. He liked to dismantle things. He would just take things apart and leave them there. Electronic things, his toys"¦ stuffed animals. He said he was going to kill himself at age 7.

By the time he was 9 he had run away twice and had police involvement three times. We lost a total of three jobs between the two of us trying to deal with him. He was diagnosed with bipolar disorder but nothing we did via the doctors worked. It got to the point where I was on the phone with CPS in tears because I realized that there was nothing we could do, that what he needed was beyond us. We had tried everything medical, everything emotional, psychics, things made by shamans, animal healing. After that it was not really possible to continue. At one point his mother had to take our son (my son was born, his half brother, when he was 6years old) barricade herself behind a locked bedroom door only to have him crack the door frame and break the lock. He would scream obscenities at her in front of his brother, laugh at us while we were trying to get him to stop.

Anyway basically I wanted to put him in a place to get him the help and medical attention he needed and she did as well. But then there was the grandmother and she couldn't believe that her little savior had anything wrong with him. She never even really swallowed the Bipolar diagnosis. My wife was torn between what she naturally thought and what her mom thought. There was a pervasive guilt that her mom had laid upon her the entire pregnancy and the childs entire life. Also the grandparents had lots of money to dangle in front of her. Lots of variables but it didn't happen. The grandmother won and we split with her taking him and me taking my son.

Sunyata,

Share whatever else you wish. And let me know what you need from this. Also, please give his name at birth, and, if you can, post a picture of him: his head that hopefully can show his eyes. And, for your information, his S.Node of Lucifer is 3 Virgo, and the N.Node is 25 Capricorn.

God Bless, Rad



I should let you know too that when I went to calculate his chart that (1) his natal Lucifer was 'somehow' not included in the calculations which is automatic for all the charts I calculate. (2) my compute literally froze at that point and my keyboard was then turned upside down and thrown on my lap (3) that all manner phenomena began as in things suddenly falling all over my office and (4) it took considerable time to get my computer working again. I was finally able to do so and finally was able to get the chart attached below calculated correctly.

My session timed out and I lost everything I had written but fortunately I came prepared and saved it into word. The second time I tried to post this it wouldn't post. Here is the third try....

Rad,

If you want to add Pandora and Kassandra, if you think you can safely do so,  they had quite a connection as well. This is the first time that I have heard of a possible influence spreading over the internet into someone elses life. I think it speaks to the truth of EA and our spirits (everyone in EA) that something doesn't want to be discussed.

Ill finish the story first briefly. He has since then been 'forced' to live with his mother even though she clearly can not handle him, for the last 8 years. As he has gotten older things have gotten progressively worse. He got involved with drugs, he was living with his grandparents for a time and threatened to cut their throats, his mother found a letter in his pocket one day about how to be a drug dealer and how to bury bodies. He is inappropriate with his mother with sexual things, he wants to know details of her sex life. Calls her a whore, slut, f'ing this and that. He watches violent pornography. He gets her to the point of utter desperation and he is able to actually deny that he did anything with a straight face to anyone who is called or shows up. He changes into total denial and actually will tell people that what they just saw never happened... essentially calling her a liar. Again, everywhere that they have tried to live there has been police involvement, people coming up to her in the store asking if she wanted them to call the police, or an officer so concerned that she has had an emergency number to call. Right now that is the case. I also have to say that I have had to distance myself from this situation because it was creating such a poison in my body. I was so angry at the situation, it was such an injustice to me. But his mother and I actually still love each other. There is a hole in her heart from being separated from our son. We live in another state. I recently got involved because the mom and I have been reconnecting in a very strong way and she shares everything with me. She right now is a prisoner in her own house. She locks herself in the bathroom. He torments her with noise with banging. When we were on the phone the other night he unlocked her bedroom door to interrupt our conversation, something that he always did when we were together in various different ways. She lost all of the 'good' friends she has had over the years as nobody wanted to be around him. Last year when Gabrielle Giffords was shot and I read about the shooter all I could think about was him because there had been so many clear signs that he was disturbed... I was so upset that I wrote a letter to the grandparents stating that if they didnt get Chance some help and stop perpetuating this then I was not going to let them see my son anymore. That lasted 3 months though , I gave in, my son loved her as a grandma and she was his only grandmother..... when the Van Der Sloot kid was in the news his mother was so intrigued with the stories because Van Der Sloots patterns reminded her of this kid......and he has managed to avoid getting any real help his whole life via the family dynamics. His biological father has popped in and out. He, the father, is a firefighter but he is on a cocktail of medications for a mood disorder he has, it might be bipolar, and his mother, the paternal grandmother, also had this...... so many variables all working together to keep him from getting help. And to this day the child has not been further diagnosed. The drugs tests come back unspecific, the people involved listen to his lies, he pacifies them all with a clear, calm lies, denying anything that his mother says and so the result has been that she looks crazy and that reinforces the blame, the grandmothers disappointment and guilt, it buys him more time. The word 'abandon' has almost been psychically burned into her consciousness by the grandmother.... you cant just ABANDON him! she has said since pregnancy and every time she is in tears expressing what is happening. She is often in tears, often curled up in a ball, often afraid for her safety.

There is so much more and I would be happy to answer any questions. My brain is mush. I have gotten involved again. I talked to him and told him to lay off of his mother or I was going to get involved and that   he needed to understand that he didn't want me involved. I have letters written to the social worker and the grandparents again. I am going to write a letter to his father. When I sent the first letter to the grandparents I felt like I was launching a nuclear bomb at them and it did have that impact emotionally and psychologically and it was very hard for me.  This time I have more than one letter and this will go to all sources on Earth that are involved and can make a difference in this situation. I fear for her safety, for her life.

So the reason I wanted to share this is because first of all I wouldn't be sharing this if I didnt believe so firmly in the principals of EA, the phenomenon of reincarnation... everything. JWG and EA has been a major factor in shaping my consciousness and understanding of everything. I know you are all here to help and to evolve within yourselves, to understand and know... that is why we come here, that is why we study.
There are so many questions about evil and it is hard to comprehend and alot of people even believe that it is there. When we just to the EA consciousness from whatever we were born into (catholic, etc,) we have what our previous understanding of evil was slowly start to disintegrate but sometimes its still there, and sometimes we dont understand fully. I wanted to convey all the subtleties at work here in this situation, all the people involved and the basic dynamics.

So we have this soul who chooses this body. And we have this body that has a genetic phenomenon (i dont really like the word 'disorder' anymore because it implies that there is something un-natural and to me it is very natural because it happens all over the planet in every culture. Behavior 'disorders'.... they are disorders because they haven't been integrated into society's box. They dont fit.... but the phenomenon of what we call a disorder is a natural genetic occurance, so is something that is natural a disorder?) ... so anyway, the soul chooses this body, this family. ... this body of the mother to come through.

The question comes up, is it evil or is it the result of a genetic phenomenon? And how are those two apparent differences connected? The evil soul chooses a body that it needs to fulfil its dark purpose? in this case a  I have dreamt about this I believe and I think it is coming to a culmination point for me. I had a bunch of dreams before I met my wife that I have always carried with me. They happened I think within a year of meeting Wolf and having a reading with him.The dream that I think is about is the one where I had 3 poisons that I had to get rid of. They came in the form of a scorpion on a metal canister lid that I held in my hand. The first scorpion was small and I flicked it off with a stick. The second was bigger and the third was the biggest and most difficult to detach from this lid. I did so, went to my apartment. It was night, I laid down and closed my eyes and instantaneously there was a light that made me open my eyes. It was bombs exploding in the neighboring country. I was in a primarily brown skinned country in the dream and America had launched the bombs. People came knocking at my door very angry with me. My roommate was brown skinned native to that place and he protected me.... in the end I ended up hiding under my mattress with my copy of my Pluto book. To me this child is the poison, he is a Scorpio, the letters to everyone that I have written are the bombs, the reaction will be everyone's reaction towards me, and here I am trying to understand this with my consciousness which has been shaped profoundly by JWG. I feel like, you know, when Jesus said "I have not come to bring peace, but a sword"..... when he flipped over the merchant tables in the temple....I feel righteous about it but I dont want to make an error of this magnitude in anyone's life and I dont want my righteousness to be influenced by anger or ego. I have pretty much resolved all of those issues and I fell like the truth needs to be told and that consequences need to happen and that people need to be responsible for their actions. Is this why the child came to me in my life? Is this an opportunity for me to do the right thing?


I want everyone to share any insights they have, they may help me and I want everyone to ask any question they have, nothing is off limits here. I hope this also helps others understand the nature of what we refer to as evil and how it can work. I have left out much, not intentionally.... but there are gaps but this is the story in general. This person also smiles, laughs, and does things that do not look evil. That is part of the questioning of this as well. He can function occasionally for short spurts.

Thank you so much.

Hi Steve,

QuoteThis is what EA is about.  This is what this message board is about.  This is what Rad's posts about Lucifer are about - to help us see that this is the way that it is, that there are reasons why we are stuck in places where we are, and that we can change them, yes, we can, and yes we have what it takes.  And this board is to support the efforts of all who feel that urgency within their Souls to begin to reclaim their true selves.  It is not an easy journey.  Few will understand what someone on that journey is doing.  That among other reasons is why we have this message board.
Steve

Thank you for your support.





Rad I want to get more clarity on this:

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I also want to clarify my understanding of separating desires and evil.  Are all separating desires influenced by evil in some way? I get that evil can distort and exaggerate an existing weakness and/or prolong a separating desire indefinitely, but is it just an inherent part of natural law that separating desires attract evil? (Heather)

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No, separating desires are not inherently Evil in anyway at all. God is the origin of the Soul in which the co-existing dual desire natures are within. Evil can latch onto these separating desires and attempt to magnify them, glorify them even, in order to keep the Soul from actualizing the core desire with the Soul to reunite with it's own Source. (Rad)

Hi Rad,  Sorry for all my posts/questions, but I'm starting to get things, I think.  This answer was eye opening for me.  So could it be said that separating desires are a natural and necessary part of the process of growth and coming to know God, not much different than the learning process of say, a toddler, ie, it doesn't know that it is harmful to stick it's finger in a socket until somehow it comes to internalize that awareness (hopefully without actually HAVING the experience!)? (Ellen)
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I think Ellen's question at the end got missed, and I wanted to ask if our separating desires, in essence, are initially coming from a place of innocence, of not knowing and wanting to explore. Is it just unnatural distortions such as patriarchy and evil that prolong/ twist our natural separating desires? 
From the beginning I've had a hard time understanding the nature of separating desires, why we have them, what is the purpose, why?


Thank you, Heather (sorry about the weird format, I couldn't seem to adjust it)

Hi Heather,

Yes, somehow I overlooked Ellen's question so will answer that first, and then yours.

"Hi Rad,  Sorry for all my posts/questions, but I'm starting to get things, I think.  This answer was eye opening for me.  So could it be said that separating desires are a natural and necessary part of the process of growth and coming to know God, not much different than the learning process of say, a toddler, ie, it doesn't know that it is harmful to stick it's finger in a socket until somehow it comes to internalize that awareness (hopefully without actually HAVING the experience!)? (Ellen)"

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Yes.

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"I think Ellen's question at the end got missed, and I wanted to ask if our separating desires, in essence, are initially coming from a place of innocence, of not knowing and wanting to explore. Is it just unnatural distortions such as patriarchy and evil that prolong/ twist our natural separating desires?
From the beginning I've had a hard time understanding the nature of separating desires, why we have them, what is the purpose, why?"

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We must remember that the Creator is the Origin of all things. Thus, the origin of the Soul and the dual desire nature within it. Why the Creator has manifested It's Creation in this way is open to a variety of philosophical opinions yet, in the end, no one in human form can actually know the real answer: it's an inherent limitation of the form itself, and the degree of evolution / awareness/ understanding possible. It's like trying to understand this question: Who or what is the origin of the Creator itself ? So as to why the Creator set in motion the separating desires within Soul's in human form is, in reality, unknowable.

In the end the addiction or emphasis on the separating desires is each Soul, and the reasons this happens.

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God Bless, Rad

Sunyata, wow thank you so much for sharing the story of this soul, this is quite illuminating for me. Thank you.

Hi Sunyata,
Thank you for sharing yourself and this painful story.  If possible, at some point later it may helpful to see a synastry chart for you and your stepson as well, if that would be appropriate.
Blessings to you and your family, Heather

Hi Sunyata,

It is quite a tale about this boy. Share whatever else you feel you need to share. I still would like to have his whole given name at birth, and a picture of  his face that shows his eyes if possible. And, if you will, write down as questions all that you wish to understand and know about him.

God Bless, Rad

Rad I didnt see the first part of your previous message about the nodes of lucifer and the photo and name request. His name is .... I'm sorry I decided to remove his name because I dont want a future google search by someone leading here. I would like to keep this here. If you didn't get it yet Rad, I can Pm it to you.

His mother has Saturn at 1 gemini opposing Jupiter in Scorpio at 27 & Neptune at 0 Sag. The boys s node of lucifer squares that in her chart. His N node of Lucifer is conjunct my Sun.

This is him and my son, his half brother. He was about 8 here.



This is him about 3 or 4 years ago so he would be about 14.



I threw away a box of photos of him a year ago because I couldn't look at them anymore.

There always is a cycle of behavior, the darkness and the light come and go. When I saw him last summer I have to say with everything I was very happy to see him for about an hour. It felt right in my heart, we laughed alot, his eyes were bright... then things shifted and they werent so bright and he gave me a stare down which made the hair on my arms stand up and a chill. I somehow managed to stay completely still through it until he was done.

So part of this story is that alot of these things could be magnified because of the high likelihood that he has bipolar issues or another mental issue passed on to him from the father. Based on observation it seems really clear to me that in a previous life, the grandmother was probably his mother and that his current mother was a woman that he met and possessed and used and abused in horrible ways. He has no regard for women whatsoever. I was probably the gardener that she fell in love with. There is a clear line between her family/the biological fathers family and my family/my son.... Its like a story of a princess falling in love with a peasant, that is the true love, but the family with the money and power wouldn't allow it and she was forced to be with this abusive soul. Thats how it feels to me. Something along those lines.

I am in constant contact with the mom and she wants this to play out. I am here for her as a point of strength and reassurance. I am here trying to talk her into making the calls, etc. She is getting clear and knows this is ending. She is working on it, she is aware. She had an amazing point of strength last night where she was able to detach and see it for what it is instead of being in it. Instead of writhing in a ball locked in the bathroom. She has plans for survival strategies. She is keeping her distance and letting him rage. He is on the phone with his grandparents and whoever will listen lying about everything and creating new bullshit and falsehoods all strengthening the grandparents resolve against the daughter. The father is in Brazil and is supposed to be returning on the 4th of March. Its really hard to say if this situation can last that long. Its a day by day event and at any moment things shift. I am going to do my best to keep her focused and strong and see this thru. If something does happen he will essentially end up in prison until he is 18 in October and will not receive the medical treatment he should have. He would be in a place with some souls that have done some pretty nasty things and have that influence with him. And so nobody wants that , at least not until he has a chance to work within himself with the assistance of stabilizing medication and see if he can be contained. There is a true human elements here that is of not wanting him to suffer and that has played a big part into this. There is also the possibility coming of a transition to the father when he returns if they make it another few weeks  So she is on task at the moment in the way that she knows how to be.  I haven't sent any of the letters I wrote, I meant to make that clear in the other part and I can't remember if I did. They are there on the launch pad.
So, questions. First in the spirit of this thread and with all the information we have can we make a determination if this soul has made a contract with evil? If so where is it?
What are your insights into his past lives that are relevant to this situation?
I want to know everything that you are allowed to share.

Thank you everyone for your support and thoughts. I am ok and I know that this is all very dramatic. The fears that grip all of us are the fears that she will die at his hands and that is when she is at her weakest. All sorts of horrible scenarios play in our heads. And now my son is 11 and the fears are starting to play in his head so that really has a profound impact on all of us. That is the fear,  that is a part of how evil works along with the very specific tangible things.

He tells her to forget about God because God is a cancer"¦"¦.this was just today or last night...

I cant write anymore about this today.

Heather, if people want to see the synastry I am open to that. Let me know if you guys want to see that.

I just recalled something super interesting to share.

I knew who my wife was when she was 15ish , knew who she was. We didn't actually meet though until we were 26. And we met through a mutual friend who was my roommate. When she said I want to introduce you to someone and told me who it was I was just shocked because it was just not really ever foreseen. But I knew that if I met her I would marry her. So I actually spent a week trying to decide if I even wanted to meet her.

On our first date (we had met somewhere else prior) at the end, we were walking to a bar on the street and these two white hip hop punks were looking at her and making disgusting comments. And then basically I woke up on the sidewalk with an ambulance there, her crying over me....... I wanted to go home from the hospital but she insisted I go to her house because she was so frightened at what she had just been through... and so I went....and the rest is history.

Ok here is the interesting part.... two years prior I lived alone in a house that had been divided up into 4 studios, I lived in one of the studios. There was a girl that lived next door and we shared a wall. Her bathroom wall was my kitchen wall. When my wife and I met two years later, I learned that that girl was her friend and that she used to come over there often  and that she was there alot when she was pregnant. So this child who was to be in my future the way he is was literally growing on the other side of the wall in her belly unbeknownst to me. We never saw each other all that time, never knew that fact until we met two years later.

Hi Rad,
Just wanted to thank you for this reply:

QuoteWe must remember that the Creator is the Origin of all things. Thus, the origin of the Soul and the dual desire nature within it. Why the Creator has manifested It's Creation in this way is open to a variety of philosophical opinions yet, in the end, no one in human form can actually know the real answer: it's an inherent limitation of the form itself, and the degree of evolution / awareness/ understanding possible. It's like trying to understand this question: Who or what is the origin of the Creator itself ? So as to why the Creator set in motion the separating desires within Soul's in human form is, in reality, unknowable.

In the end the addiction or emphasis on the separating desires is each Soul, and the reasons this happens.

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God Bless, Rad

Like Steve's response earlier ... sometimes things just naturally are what they are, and that's it.  I admit its often easier to accept the nature of trees, rivers and mountains than humans sometimes. I thank you for answering me.

Heather

Sunyata,

To be honest with you I am almost speechless at the situation that you have presented here. I am also in a state of fear for you, his mother, you son, and his grandparents. The Soul within this boy is capable of total destruction to anyone, and anything, that it will feel victimized by. This the story of a Soul who has felt so disillusioned and victimized by life that the storehouse of unresolved anger, pathological anger, and the desire to 'get back' or seek 'revenge' has, and can, destroy in the most cruel ways that one can imagine.

The prior lives that have created this existing inner pathos are themselves extreme. They have included witnessing and experiencing the destruction of all that was most important to him including his families of birth, children and marriage partners. Such destruction has included unspeakable torture including the gang raping of the females most important to him. It has included the destruction of entire villages and communities of people that he was part of. I wont further into detail because what is important now is to know/ understand that such things have caused the disillusionment, including the disillusionment of what we call God, and the resulting anger at all that the boy's Soul has felt victimized by. His Soul felt a sense of total powerlessness in those lives, and completely unable to alter the outcomes of any of them.

They have already been lifetimes that have followed from those lives in which he desired to re-empower himself so as to never be 'victimized' by life circumstances again. It has been, and is, this utterly distorted desire for re-empowerment that has lead him to the very cusp of Satan's door. My sense is that he has yet to make the absolute contract with Satan in which he would then be given 'supernatural' powers. But he is about one inch away, if you know my meaning by saying that. Yet his desire to re-empower himself has manifested of doing extreme evil: the example you used of the Congresswomen shot in Arizona by that deranged Soul is a good example of this boy himself in this regard.

In recent lifetimes he has already begun the process that will lead to signing the contract if not interrupted. Involving himself is Satanic cults for example, and learning different forms of black magic and rituals in order to gain power to himself in this way. He has already learned how to 'conceal' himself from the probing eyes of others who know his actual reality, or are trying to find out about it. In this regard he has learned and manifested the pathology of lying: a pathological liar. His S.Node of Lucifer is in Virgo in his 9th which are the symbols for his denial of his actual reality, and, of course the pathological lying that then goes with it. This is compounded by his natal Lucifer being in Gemini in the 7th, which is also conjunct his N.Node of Mars. This is the classic symbol for the 'two faces' that reflect the evil that is within him. And this then manifests as creating conflict between those that actually know him for who he actually is, and those that want to believe in just the opposite. This is also restated with his natal Saturn in Pisces in the 3rd House in opposition to his S.Node of Lucifer. And this Saturn is the ruler of his N.Node of Lucifer which is conjunct his natal Uranus and Neptune, and in opposition to his Moon: his biological Mother. This is the symbol for blaming his mother for everything, past and present. In other recent lives these are the symbols for creating tremendous violence towards women in general, and those closest to him specifically including death.

Your question: "I have pretty much resolved all of those issues and I fell like the truth needs to be told and that consequences need to happen and that people need to be responsible for their actions. Is this why the child came to me in my life? Is this an opportunity for me to do the right thing?"

The answer is yes, and yes.

And yet in saying that I must warn you, again, that his pathology can lead to the most violent of situations with him. And that pathology will be extended, again, to ANYONE whom he feels or interprets as victimizing him all over again. The situation Sunyata is one of extreme DANGER. He is capable of anything.

I want you to feel free to ask me anything else that you need too.

God Bless you, Rad

Sunyata,

I want to add this too: with his Lucifer in Gemini, ruled by his Mercury in Libra in the 11th squaring his Moon on one side, and his Uranus/Neptune/Lucifer conjunction on the other, and that being ruled by Saturn in Pisces in the 3rd, this is the type of Soul in his context that can then 'hear voices' within himself that correlate to giving 'directions', orders, to do extremely evil things. And now that the transit of Lucifer itself is in Scorpio moving through all his Scorpio planets, including the S.Nodes of Venus and Mars, the consciousness of Evil itself, Satan with is omniscient and omnipresent, can itself not only cause him to do evil things but also react TO ANYONE WHO IS ATTEMPTING TO EXPOSE HIM. A small example of that is what happened yesterday when I first tried to run his chart, and the Lucifer symbol was absent. And then the rest of what followed. What is astounding too is that the transit of Lucifer is exact to his natal Pluto: his very Soul.

The best immediate strategy to deal with this is to get him out of the home with his mother, and into the home of his father. The transiting Nodes are beginning to form a square to his natal Saturn which is why this is the immediate strategy to implement if possible. Within this is the need to create as much space/ distance between the mother and this boy. You also need to be very careful Sunyata because of his N.Node of Lucifer being on your natal Sun in his 2nd House. If you decide to expose him then you become the immediate 'target' in these symbols that he could, as some point, take out all the evil within him upon you.

God Bless, Rad