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Hi Rad and EA colleagues,

Can you please help me make sense of this experience?

I have been having repeating thoughts and very intense feelings and emotions about a loved one for as long as I've known her:  many years.

I love this person very much, she is very dear to me ... yet the thoughts and emotions that seem to arise of their own volition are negative in nature and seemingly disconnected to anything occurring in the current life .... they are very disturbing, and I usually push them down.

It feels like something awfully tragic or traumatic happened in a past life, and that whatever it was may happen again. The vague memory of this past life experience is very intense.  There is a death and dying theme in the thoughts and emotions.

My Moon falls into her 8th house. Her Venus/Mars square my Venus.  My Venus on her South Node.  There are a lot of connections.  Most importantly, her Pluto is right on my Ascendant.  I would not wish to post the charts.

Can you please address this apparent dichotomy!?

Sincerely, thank you

Linda

Quote from: Linda on Nov 13, 2014, 04:00 PM
Hi Rad and EA colleagues,

Can you please help me make sense of this experience?

I have been having repeating thoughts and very intense feelings and emotions about a loved one for as long as I've known her:  many years.

I love this person very much, she is very dear to me ... yet the thoughts and emotions that seem to arise of their own volition are negative in nature and seemingly disconnected to anything occurring in the current life .... they are very disturbing, and I usually push them down.

It feels like something awfully tragic or traumatic happened in a past life, and that whatever it was may happen again. The vague memory of this past life experience is very intense.  There is a death and dying theme in the thoughts and emotions.

My Moon falls into her 8th house. Her Venus/Mars square my Venus.  My Venus on her South Node.  There are a lot of connections.  Most importantly, her Pluto is right on my Ascendant.  I would not wish to post the charts.

Can you please address this apparent dichotomy!?

Sincerely, thank you

Linda

Hi Linda,

Without having more information it is simply not possible to go further than you already have. What you are sharing suggests, to me, another life in which all the emotions/ thoughts you are experiencing linked with that women an unresolved trauma. The fact that they are bubbling up into your emotional consciousness suggests there is perhaps a need to look further into this in order for it to become resolved. The astro symbols that you did share certainly support this.

God Bless, Rad

Thank you, Rad.