Catastrophic evolution

[Helena]

Hi Rad and All,

Rad thank you, as always, for sharing, helping and teaching us. We all have our unique ways of understanding situations and the real reasons for the why of anything, specially now as necessary part of this reflection process, and this that you said really helped everything fall into place for me. Which is, from the point of correlation of Capricorn/Cancer to patriarchy and matriarchy, or living or not in harmony with nature and natural law, we will live as many easters and quarantines as we need (although this seems like a peak time relative to that cycle) until each of us individually and consequently collectively make a conscious choice to change and separate from the projected beliefs structuring this cycles of sadomasochistic behaviour of abuse and punishment, relative to guilt as to how we collectively have been relating to nature and each other. For me that's unfortunately the real virus... And since we cannot solve a problem with the state of mind that created it in the first place, this conscious choice is only a matter of doing something, taking responsibility, not waiting for the "punishment" of the same old mindset creating infinite crisis.

Several days ago i questioned myself what would be like if we lived a catastrophic global situation in times were we would live in balance and harmony with nature and the earth, balance and harmony of the feminine and masculine polarities of our universe. Then i started receiving synchronistic answers and manifestations all coming down to this - the earth, our Mother, is fertility and abundance, to each and everyone who is open to receive it. We know this for a fact if we want to, like mentioned in another recent post, is already coming from the inside. If only we do not allow old guilts to distract us from what we should do for ourselves and world at this times. Contrary to any authority, ultimately god, that punishes and hurts, Mother Earth knows nothing of that desire, and that's what's strange for most of us in making the collective shift. We're not used to it...
As JWG teaches about pluto transits and catastrophic evolution, by now we all have for sure received the typical Plutonian and Uranian repeated messaging preparing us for the actions we need to take as to effect our needed evolution, messages who might have started years ago. Relative to our planet this is very clear, not a surprise, so it shouldn't be that hard :-) the only thing sure to fail, and for a natural reason, is insisting on the same old.

Relative to EA and the asteroid Goddess, i find important to notice too the significance of Ceres. She was conjunct the major Capricorn, planetary south nodes, Pluto, Saturn conjunctions in mid January and around this time Ceres just past the conjunction to the south node of Neptune in aquarius, turning the volume on those messages about our inner Home and the times we wish to return to from here.
Relative to epidemics, in the chart of the spanish flu i mentioned earlier from 1918, Ceres was at 29 sagittarius conjunct the moon north node, opposing pluto at 3 cancer and squaring chiron at 28 pisces. It seems Ceres speaks here of our separation from our inherent ability to trust earth's abundance and capacity of regeneration, to trust time and the change of seasons as nature's message we will have everything we need, in its own time.

I leave some words of Jalala Bonheim* in a recent newsletter, about a dream she had with "The Goddess who cups Her Breasts" and Her message.

" "I, the Mother of all beings, am here. Have faith: I shall nourish you richly and abundantly, for you are my beloved child."
For those of us who were raised in a patriarchal context, this is a rather unfamiliar way of relating to the Divine. The Judeo-Christian God tends to be strict, demanding, and sometimes punitive. In contrast, nothing about this goddess is judgmental. Her love is generous, free, and unconditional. There is nothing we need to do to earn it, and she expresses it in ways that are sensual, pleasurable and embodied."

Best to All,
Helena

P.S.* Thank you Kristin for your suggestion of Bonheim's book and work some time ago in the asteroid Goddesses thread, a truly inspirational voice!