Hello,
I just finished 3 Pluto transits...
...square Mars 2005-06
...opposing Sun 2006-07
...opposing Mercury 2008-09
I started these transits w a positive attitude, open to transformation. Pluto laughed. It's really been a soul-crushing time, and I could use some insight to help get back on track - especially in my career.
I've had horrible bosses (plutonian power struggles; T Neptune in 10H = deception), health problems (Saturn transiting 6H, Prog Moon in 6H also, N Neptune placed in 6H), and huge money problems (T Pluto squaring 2H ruler, Mercury; T Pluto in 8H). Pluto doesn't leave my 8H 'til 2014.
Re the horrible bosses: all women, 2 were Pisces (T Neptune in 10H), all very, very passive-aggressive...ie, very sneaky bullies. Other employees had the same issues w these bosses, but for some reason I think that I had a much more difficult time dealing with them. Collectively, the whole experience was really traumatic.
I've had lifelong health-problems that have been difficult to diagnose (N Neptune in 6H). Fatigue, Migraines and frequent colds/flus... I was finally correctly diagnosed w a thyroid condition in July 2009 (at eclipse on Venus; Venus/Taurus rules the throat). I've been out of work - due primarily to extreme fatigue for nearly 2 years. I HAVE to go back to work at this point; I'm completely broke. I've been having panic attacks because I can't shake the bad-boss bullying. It's embarrassing... My survival is at stake, I love the work I do (high tech marketing & product management) and I swear I would just be a hermit if I could afford it.
Questions:
Is the way I'm feeling normal for a post-Pluto triple-header? ie, I thought I'd feel better when these transits were over, but I just feel like I have PTSD
Any advice on how to move on? (I tell myself to get over it, buck up, move on, etc. everyday. Maybe that's all that can be said on this one, but I'm open to any insights/advice on this one.)
what type of environment would be best for me? I'm not a loner by nature, but at this point I could really become a hermit (maybe Saturn in the 11H of groups trumps my Gemini Sun)
Does anything indicate a major career change, or house change?
thanks!
Here's is chart for reference
ps
- my Solar Return ASC/MC matches my birth chart, which seems to mean something. I've never experienced this before, so we'll see what it means - if anything
- the eclipses are going to start for Gem/Sag which is my 2/8 axis, affecting my Sun & Jupiter
- Prog Venus conjuncts my N Uranus next year... Hope that brings me some luck in money & romance (I'm single)
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