School of Evolutionary Astrology
  • Welcome to Old EA Message Board. Admin.
  • Visit the new EA Forum »
    all the NEW EA Q & A are being posted on the new School of Evolutionary Astrology Forum.

PRACTICE CHARTS

Started by Rad, Mar 24, 2009, 01:26 PM

Previous topic - Next topic

Rad

Bradley,
  Good that you want to follow up with another post on that paradigm. Will wait to receive it and then we can move forwards with our little group with a new example to work with.

Rad

Linda

That sounds good to me.

Linda  ;D

stephen

#257
Hi Everyone,

I'll have to come back to these assignments...alot going on right now.

Goddess Bless,
Stephen


ari moshe

That sounds good to me.

Bradley J

    Eventually, at a potent evolutionary juncture in their life, they will find themselves alone.  Why did I end up alone? They have ended up alone to begin to realize who they are.t.  To learn that they alone are responsible for the fulfillment of their own needs.  They will need to learn that they are not actually fulfilling their own needs thru fulfilling others/partners needs.  They are going to need to pull away from the never ending "list" and let all the responsibilities of the world dissolve into the ethers.  In this quietude, deep in their soul they will feel renewal and connection to something, something beyond words; certainly beyond descriptive understanding of the local consensus culture.  In this calm, in this nothingness and everything, all their worry, self doubt, guilt may dissipate like a fog clearing.  Guilt of how they acted in relationship, how they made others feel, etc... 
   HOW will s/he begin such a journey of transformation of their self and, as a result, their life?  This journey starts with changing their own inner relationship to self.
Their inner relationship to self needs to change for at least three clear reasons(given the known information):  First, although s/he may not use these words, their soul has just evolved out of the consensus reality.  This means that their previous inner relationship to self was shaped by value set that is not the same as the essence of who they are as an individual-and this is where they are - needing to begin to realize the essence of who they are and what the resulting values are with that deep self knowing. 
   And, second, their previous inner self we can see was greatly under the influence of others ideas, values, and judgements which would have most likely clouded the core of what really truly resonates for them alone. This second reason would be more true for the masochistic type(is that true?).  (I'm suggesting this to be true because of the archetypes nature to "˜take what is dished out"˜ without standing up for what they are about).
   Third, changing their relationship to their inner self is the start of reaching ultimate truths about their self(nn r.2/nn12).  This journey, as a response to personal crises, will lead to the new self awarenesses, new self realizations and self adjustments that potentially can dissolve the guilt, release self judgement , and integrate the unloved rejected parts of self.
   As eluded to above, part of this change in their relationship to self is about narrowing the scope of their vision to focus on what is coming forth from thyself at the root level. (nnr 2)  This will lead into realizations of the ultimate truth of who they are, which are steps forward on the journey of self discovery(nnr2-->nn12-->ppp1).  Also, this change is about realizing what it means to be one's own self sustaining resource(2nd).  Again, seeing the pluto 7th/sn6th, we know that the past karmic pattern of sustainment was wrapped up in the energetic strings of serving within relationships and the dynamics within that.  And one more point here, coming from consensus into individuated e.s., the past karmic definition of self sustaining and having resources was defined by things in the physical world.  Having plenty of money, a great home, etc. are no longer going to leave this person with a deep sense of inner fulfillment.  This truth will be very obvious right away revealed in the reason such a person is coming to an astrologer when asked why they came and what they want out of their reading.  They may not say it exactly, yet what they are wanting is a deeper sense of who they really are.  Part of the de-conditioning and reprograming here is that they feel guilty for even having such a reason as their first desire for coming.  (is that true?  sn. 6/r10/just left consensus)
   As we see this person begin to get in touch with the essence of who they are, become more self sufficient, we are going to see a big change in the relationships that are formed and maintained.  They will be attracting others who are also equally self sufficient.  This is going to greatly transform the nature of relationship and henceforth transform the individual's sense of what it means to serve/support the needs of another.  Having come to a place of redefining their values increasingly in accord with both their evolutionary state and their own essence, s/he begins to form relationships with others that have similar values.  Attracting others that now have a higher level of self knowledge and self sufficiency means moving out of dominant/submissive roles in relationships and more true equality.  Having attracted these types of individuals reaching their own deeper awareness of what really holds value in life means relationships moving farther from a sense of stability based on material possessions and desires met and more into mature relationships in the sense of each having self stability from self fulfillment of one's own emotional needs.
   This changing inner relationship to self is going to lead into learning to judge according to their own intentions(nnr.2 activates nn12).  Lets remind ourselves that this person is coming from a place where the definition of "˜perfect"˜ has been defined by consensus reality.  NOW, while rejecting the consensus definition of "˜perfect', they will be developing a new idealized standard of conduct which is based on the core of their own current values.  This creates a situation where they have the potential to learn a new type of judgement, "ultimate judgement", which is based on intent.  Reaching a place of realizing their own root essence, they can now see the root intent behind their own actions.  This will then transform their own judgements of self and others.  This process will begin to dissolve the built sense of failure and harsh self judgements that stem from judgement system created by consensus reality in combination with their inner guilt from the past.  Having established a stronger sense of self, of own truths and values then allows them to see thru the delusions of misplaced critical self judgement.     Now, being in this space and having attracted others of like values, we see the healing that can happen thru this journey of realizing the ultimate intent coming from within.  With relationships supportive and healthier, it will be possible to step out of actions in relationships that came out of this unconscious need to atone for the guilt they carry.  The guilt is possible to dissolve because they have support, yes, and also because they are no longer making self judgements based on results and others responses; instead on their own inner knowledge of the root intent behind their own actions.  In this we see the north node realized as they have now developed this ultimate judgement based on a  newly developed "˜ideal standard of conduct'.
   For the extreme masochist type, we see a great moment possible as they could see thru the fog of how they have allowed themselves to be de-valued because of their own lack of self worth.  Even having somewhat realized their own essence, they could begin to judge the actions of the sadist type they are/have been in relationship based on the intent of their actions in context of a developing "˜ideal standard of conduct'.  This leads into the masochist type to begin to be in a place of self empowerment thru clear judgements.  It is not that the masochistic type needs to reach a state of "˜perfection"˜ in which they feel completely "˜washed of their own sins'.  It is more about having established enough self worth to see clearly the intent of actions of those they are in relationship to and to know when those actions are not healthy for their own self at a core level.
   For all this to be possible, beyond just knowing the essence of their self and becoming self sustaining, this person will need time alone for such inner processing to occur.  Time to retreat, time to withdraw, and time for reflection is essential for the continuing development of discovering who they are. (nn12-->ppp1).  To begin to expand their self awareness, they need this time in their days and weeks to retreat, time and space to begin the letting go process of all the "˜crap"˜ they carry with them.  This statement is very true for any soul with this signature.  Eventually, thru self discovery and self development, what will birth forth is a new sense of "˜right"˜ service which results in renewed fulfillment in being of service to others and the world.  The role of service they fill in the world and to those around them would now be filled with a greater ultimate meaning to self and continue the evolution of the soul.  Having achieved a balance in relationships, service, and work with time for self, they will continue down the path to self discovery which will continue to transform the rest of their life.   And, of course, they will be known by friends and acquaintances as a great listener and natural counselor because of how this reflect they are listening to their own self and value their own self.
   One final thought, is to consider the aspect dynamics here.  The natural trine between the 2nd and 10th reveals the ease in which newly established values become judgements.  And the natural T-square of the 10th to the 1st/7th reveals that even as they begin to establish new judgements, these new judgements will still be a challenge in relationships and to the self.  The north node, naturally in polarity to the sn6th, and at the midpoint to the rulers of north and south node via sextile, we see the importance of ultimately judging based on intent, which will shed light on patterns of over criticalness, as seen in south node behaviors.  The natural inconjuct(which i measured as waxing) of north node to pluto reveals that the individual will most definitely reach a crisis point in which, thru mental analysis, the opportunity comes forth to reframe their security needs from others in context to the ultimate truth of their own essence. (nn12 sextile ruler second).

Thanks for taking the time to read.  Any feedback is greatly appreciated.  I tried to take into account all the points you brought up Rad.  Let me know which ones could have been developed more, etc.  if you wish.
Blessings,
b

Bradley J


Rad

HI Bradley,

Quote from: Bradley J on Nov 22, 2009, 12:33 AM
    Eventually, at a potent evolutionary juncture in their life, they will find themselves alone.  Why did I end up alone? They have ended up alone to begin to realize who they are.t.  To learn that they alone are responsible for the fulfillment of their own needs.  They will need to learn that they are not actually fulfilling their own needs thru fulfilling others/partners needs.  They are going to need to pull away from the never ending "list" and let all the responsibilities of the world dissolve into the ethers.  In this quietude, deep in their soul they will feel renewal and connection to something, something beyond words; certainly beyond descriptive understanding of the local consensus culture.  In this calm, in this nothingness and everything, all their worry, self doubt, guilt may dissipate like a fog clearing.  Guilt of how they acted in relationship, how they made others feel, etc... 

*********************************************************************

It will dissipate through an active self reflection, the ruler of the 6th House S.Node in the 6th, upon all the collected messages, both from external and internal sources, that have lead too and define their existing sense of who they are: their egocentric identity. In this reflection they will discover how and why they created these messages by becoming responsible for what they have created. The underlying inner causes within their Soul that have served as the determinants to those messages, of the very circumstances that they have created in which these messages leading to their sense of personal identity has occurred. This self knowledge gained through such active inner reflection is that, in the end, allows for the dissolving to take place, and brand new messages about who they are to begin.

****************************************************************************


   HOW will s/he begin such a journey of transformation of their self and, as a result, their life?  This journey starts with changing their own inner relationship to self.
Their inner relationship to self needs to change for at least three clear reasons(given the known information):  First, although s/he may not use these words, their soul has just evolved out of the consensus reality.  This means that their previous inner relationship to self was shaped by value set that is not the same as the essence of who they are as an individual-and this is where they are - needing to begin to realize the essence of who they are and what the resulting values are with that deep self knowing. 
   And, second, their previous inner self we can see was greatly under the influence of others ideas, values, and judgements which would have most likely clouded the core of what really truly resonates for them alone. This second reason would be more true for the masochistic type(is that true?).  (I'm suggesting this to be true because of the archetypes nature to "˜take what is dished out"˜ without standing up for what they are about).

*********************************************************************

The masochist has indeed internalized these messages to the point of 'believing', yes. The sadist also has internalized them but, at the same time, is in denial of that which has been internalized and thus is the cause of the inner rage, and 'wanting to get back' at others due to feeling victimized by others. The cause for both has been a core of guilt that one is atoning for, the masochist, and the other, the sadist who wants to get back at others, to make others hurt, because of the anger triggered by the guilt. For each of them they both have to inwardly determine the causes of the guilt in order to have any real meaningful change within themselves that leads to a new inner relationship with themselves, and others. In that reflection they both must determine the difference between learned guilt based on the projected judgments that emanate from man made laws, and that can also mean inner projected self judgments as well based on those made made laws, versus natural laws in which a natural guilt emanates from. None of us can eliminate or dissolve the guilt that has occurred due to violations of natural laws. We just learn from it and carry on. The guilt that has accumulated for both the masochist and sadist based on made made laws is that which needs to be dissolved and eliminated so that a new inner relationship can take place in each.

****************************************************************************


   Third, changing their relationship to their inner self is the start of reaching ultimate truths about their self(nn r.2/nn12).  This journey, as a response to personal crises, will lead to the new self awarenesses, new self realizations and self adjustments that potentially can dissolve the guilt, release self judgement , and integrate the unloved rejected parts of self.
   As eluded to above, part of this change in their relationship to self is about narrowing the scope of their vision to focus on what is coming forth from thyself at the root level. (nnr 2)  This will lead into realizations of the ultimate truth of who they are, which are steps forward on the journey of self discovery(nnr2-->nn12-->ppp1).  Also, this change is about realizing what it means to be one's own self sustaining resource(2nd).  Again, seeing the pluto 7th/sn6th, we know that the past karmic pattern of sustainment was wrapped up in the energetic strings of serving within relationships and the dynamics within that.  And one more point here, coming from consensus into individuated e.s., the past karmic definition of self sustaining and having resources was defined by things in the physical world.  Having plenty of money, a great home, etc. are no longer going to leave this person with a deep sense of inner fulfillment.  This truth will be very obvious right away revealed in the reason such a person is coming to an astrologer when asked why they came and what they want out of their reading.  They may not say it exactly, yet what they are wanting is a deeper sense of who they really are.  Part of the de-conditioning and reprograming here is that they feel guilty for even having such a reason as their first desire for coming.  (is that true?  sn. 6/r10/just left consensus)

*************************************************************************

For the masochist type yes because the masochist is inwardly defined by the thoughts of ' I deserve pain, punishment, and crisis' where deserve becomes the determinant of feeling guilty for seeking out help.

***************************************************************************

   As we see this person begin to get in touch with the essence of who they are, become more self sufficient, we are going to see a big change in the relationships that are formed and maintained.  They will be attracting others who are also equally self sufficient.  This is going to greatly transform the nature of relationship and henceforth transform the individual's sense of what it means to serve/support the needs of another.  Having come to a place of redefining their values increasingly in accord with both their evolutionary state and their own essence, s/he begins to form relationships with others that have similar values.  Attracting others that now have a higher level of self knowledge and self sufficiency means moving out of dominant/submissive roles in relationships and more true equality.  Having attracted these types of individuals reaching their own deeper awareness of what really holds value in life means relationships moving farther from a sense of stability based on material possessions and desires met and more into mature relationships in the sense of each having self stability from self fulfillment of one's own emotional needs.
   This changing inner relationship to self is going to lead into learning to judge according to their own intentions(nnr.2 activates nn12).  Lets remind ourselves that this person is coming from a place where the definition of "˜perfect"˜ has been defined by consensus reality.  NOW, while rejecting the consensus definition of "˜perfect', they will be developing a new idealized standard of conduct which is based on the core of their own current values.  This creates a situation where they have the potential to learn a new type of judgement, "ultimate judgement", which is based on intent.  Reaching a place of realizing their own root essence, they can now see the root intent behind their own actions.  This will then transform their own judgements of self and others.  This process will begin to dissolve the built sense of failure and harsh self judgements that stem from judgement system created by consensus reality in combination with their inner guilt from the past.  Having established a stronger sense of self, of own truths and values then allows them to see thru the delusions of misplaced critical self judgement.     Now, being in this space and having attracted others of like values, we see the healing that can happen thru this journey of realizing the ultimate intent coming from within.  With relationships supportive and healthier, it will be possible to step out of actions in relationships that came out of this unconscious need to atone for the guilt they carry.  The guilt is possible to dissolve because they have support, yes, and also because they are no longer making self judgements based on results and others responses; instead on their own inner knowledge of the root intent behind their own actions.  In this we see the north node realized as they have now developed this ultimate judgement based on a  newly developed "˜ideal standard of conduct'.
   For the extreme masochist type, we see a great moment possible as they could see thru the fog of how they have allowed themselves to be de-valued because of their own lack of self worth.  Even having somewhat realized their own essence, they could begin to judge the actions of the sadist type they are/have been in relationship based on the intent of their actions in context of a developing "˜ideal standard of conduct'.  This leads into the masochist type to begin to be in a place of self empowerment thru clear judgements.  It is not that the masochistic type needs to reach a state of "˜perfection"˜ in which they feel completely "˜washed of their own sins'.  It is more about having established enough self worth to see clearly the intent of actions of those they are in relationship to and to know when those actions are not healthy for their own self at a core level.
   For all this to be possible, beyond just knowing the essence of their self and becoming self sustaining, this person will need time alone for such inner processing to occur.  Time to retreat, time to withdraw, and time for reflection is essential for the continuing development of discovering who they are. (nn12-->ppp1).  To begin to expand their self awareness, they need this time in their days and weeks to retreat, time and space to begin the letting go process of all the "˜crap"˜ they carry with them.  This statement is very true for any soul with this signature.  Eventually, thru self discovery and self development, what will birth forth is a new sense of "˜right"˜ service which results in renewed fulfillment in being of service to others and the world.  The role of service they fill in the world and to those around them would now be filled with a greater ultimate meaning to self and continue the evolution of the soul.  Having achieved a balance in relationships, service, and work with time for self, they will continue down the path to self discovery which will continue to transform the rest of their life.   And, of course, they will be known by friends and acquaintances as a great listener and natural counselor because of how this reflect they are listening to their own self and value their own self.
   One final thought, is to consider the aspect dynamics here.  The natural trine between the 2nd and 10th reveals the ease in which newly established values become judgements.  And the natural T-square of the 10th to the 1st/7th reveals that even as they begin to establish new judgements, these new judgements will still be a challenge in relationships and to the self.  The north node, naturally in polarity to the sn6th, and at the midpoint to the rulers of north and south node via sextile, we see the importance of ultimately judging based on intent, which will shed light on patterns of over criticalness, as seen in south node behaviors.  The natural inconjuct(which i measured as waxing) of north node to pluto reveals that the individual will most definitely reach a crisis point in which, thru mental analysis, the opportunity comes forth to reframe their security needs from others in context to the ultimate truth of their own essence. (nn12 sextile ruler second).

Thanks for taking the time to read.  Any feedback is greatly appreciated.  I tried to take into account all the points you brought up Rad.  Let me know which ones could have been developed more, etc.  if you wish.
Blessings,
b

Bradley you have done very, very good work here. Bravo. You are progressing very, very well.

Rad



Bradley J

Rad,
Thanks again,
processing, absorbing, learning...
I realize there are more dynamics that could be developed here.
So, it is a big spectrum from total sadist to total masochist, with potential to beone or the other to varying degrees or both-sadomasochist, with differing levels of extreme-ness potential at any point in the spectrum?
As soul workers, how important is it that we reach the core of how much the guilt is based on learned guilt vs. guilt from violation of natural laws?  Is this dependent on how much the individual wants to know?
Any other suggestions for this signature or for us to develop before we move on?

thanks,
b

Rad

#263
Hi Bradley,

Quote from: Bradley J on Nov 22, 2009, 11:04 PM
Rad,
Thanks again,
processing, absorbing, learning...
I realize there are more dynamics that could be developed here.
So, it is a big spectrum from total sadist to total masochist, with potential to beone or the other to varying degrees or both-sadomasochist, with differing levels of extreme-ness potential at any point in the spectrum?

************************************************************************

Yes and also possible of course that the Soul is neither a masochist or a sadist. The Soul could just be a very, extremely, self critical person who judges them self harshly relative to the two types of guilt that we have been talking about. They could literally be their own worst enemy as a result. And because of this highly self critical inner relationship to them self they then, of course, attract others in  relationship, 7th House Pluto, or in the work / career place .. S.Node in the 6th with it's planetary ruler in the 10th. Almost all folks with this signature will feel a deep inner emptiness, an inner void, an existential void, that they typically want to run from. As a result they can compulsively fill up that inner void through relationships, or through the famous 'list of things to do' which keeps them running around like rats on a wheel. Or any manner of activity that fills up that void which can include food eating that can also become compulsive. Because of the guilt association this can be a cause of anorexia or bulimia.
  And yet these folks can also manifest a pure desire to help others, to be of service in some way to others that is defined by a very real humility that generates the purity of these Souls. They can be highly forgiving of others 'faults' only because they are so aware of their own. Like you say there are many, many dimensions to any archetype(s).


*************************************************************************

As soul workers, how important is it that we reach the core of how much the guilt is based on learned guilt vs. guilt from violation of natural laws?  Is this dependent on how much the individual wants to know?

****************************************************************************

It's important to help them understand the difference between these two types of guilt, and to encourage them to actively reflect on these guilts within themselves in such a way as to determine what is what. One very 'practical' thing to encourage is for such folks to sit down with a pen and paper and write down all the guilt they feel within them self: ' i feel guilty because .........'. And once they write down that list to then focus on what guilts they have learned, versus what has been caused by natural guilt. And, above all else, to remind such clients that ALL SOULS ON EARTH HAVE FUCKED UP. ALL. And that we are meant to learn from natural guilt so as to carry on in such a way as to not repeat those things that have caused that natural guilt. To remind these clients that the natural God/ess is a forgiving one, and they also need to learn to forgive them selfs: N.Node in the 12th.

**************************************************************************
Any other suggestions for this signature or for us to develop before we move on?

**************************************************************************

   Yes, depending on evolutionary state, the archetype that we have been dealing with can correlate with true healers, Souls that desire to help others heal in a variety of ways, and through a variety of works that correlate to the healing or helping professions which is rooted in the 7th House Pluto in this paradigm: to desire to give, and to help. In this signature many of these Souls need to LEARN WHEN NOT TO GIVE AND IN THAT APPEARANCE OF NOT GIVING IT BECOMES AN ACT OF REAL GIVING. This lesson correlates to when in the process of giving or helping another the other is only mouthing the words of wanting to change, yet has no real desire to change. To keep giving to such a person is to allow them to keep the dynamics within themselves that are the cause of their problems in the first place. So it then becomes necessary to create the appearance of withholding giving so that a necessary emotional and psychological shock is delivered whose intent is to force the hand of that type of person: you either apply the knowledge being giving to you in order to change, or you don't.
  In addition, these Souls have ongoing issue in boundaries with others that can cause them to absorb .. Pluto .. the issues, problems, and dynamics of others that then can come into them self. 'Taking the work home' with them, taking another(s) problems on within them to the point of thinking or analyzing the other(s) after the fact, and so on can all lead to not only confusion within in terms of what they are problems and issues are versus others, but, in the long run, can create real physical crisis as in their own health issues.
There are , as in any archetype and EA paradigm, so many different manifestations within the total spectrum of the archetypes, paradigms. This is why is is critical to the EA person to understand the totality of the archetypes that starts with signs, houses, and planets.


*************************************************************************

thanks,
b

Your welcome, Rad

Rad

Hi group,
So are you ready now to move on to another paradigm ? And, if so, how about we do someone in the 3rd Stage individuated ?

Let me know ..........

Rad

Bradley J

sounds like another great learning experience is coming

Linda

Yes, I'm ready for the next assignment!   ;D

Rad

Ari, Linda, and Bradley

Ok, let's start with a new paradigm. The evolutionary condition will be in the 3rd Stage Individuated, yet right on the cusp on moving into the 1st Stage Spiritual. The paradigm will be a 4th House Pluto, the S.Node will be the 2nd House, it's planetary ruler will be in the 11th, N.Node of course in the 8th, and it's planetary ruler will be in the 9th House.
Again, please read through JWG's Pluto one book focusing on Pluto in the 4th, the 2nd, the 11th, the 8th, and the 9th. These are the relevant archetypes to focus on in terms of the archetypes involved in this new paradigm.
And remember THE VALUE IS IN THE EFFORT.

Let's have a go of it ..........

Rad


ari moshe

This is my second take at the last practice chart.

This soul has deeply internalized unto them self what is and what is not socially acceptable. They have taken on roles in which they fill a social purpose. In these roles, they are constantly improving their capacity for self accuracy.

This all weighs on the relationships as there has been a deep need within this soul to be as perfect as possible. In an unhealthy way- this soul may feel a lot of internal anger based on their own perceived inadequacies. They will then create circumstances in which they are giving to other people not based on a natural awareness of when to give and when not to give- natural boundaries. Their sharing patterns may emanate from an inner feeling of guilt of not being good enough. This tendency will naturally attract partners that want to take from this person- resulting perhaps in strongly abusive situations where our soul seems all put together and fine on the outside- goes about doing their job- really well- but comes home to a relationship that is deeply dishonoring. They may even ASK to be hurt or dishonored, which would be a distorted form of intimacy: receiving punishment from the partner as a way to intentionally feel humiliated and berated for the low life they already think they are.

In the same vain- this soul may project their inner feelings of imperfection onto their partner. The tendency may be to immediately try to fix the partner via intense criticism and judgment. This can easily result in violent behavior that comes from an intense rage. All this ultimately comes from the soul's inner feeling of lack- of inherently being flawed.

It's very possible that a drinking problem may develop. Alcoholism in this case is based on the guilt of being a piece of shit. They may be work-a-holics who come home and drink themselves drunk. The 10th house ruler tells us how socially aware this soul is. The need to be perfect here is linked to meeting social standards- which at this evolutionary state are simply not working any more. Any anger this soul may experience, is actually a reflection of it's near readiness to break free from the status quo social expectations and radically simplify their life. It's possible that this soul will work really hard and have an outer appearance of everything being ok- but cyclicly become so overwhelmed with how much there is to do, that they obsessively make lists, but get nothing done. They stop brushing their teeth and neglect simple and obvious responsibilities.

It's very important that this soul realizes that they will never be good enough. As a result they stop working as hard as they were working, and learn how to find peace in just being who they are- w/out any distorted need to prove their worth. This does mean learning how to forgive themselves- and to forgive others- all for not being perfect. Coming from the consensus state, they may even be forgiving God who they mistakenly thought was perfect. Now they realize that literally nothing is perfect. In that realization an inner feeling of contentment and in fact perfection in just being who they are arises from within. An inner peace and satisfaction.

As they evolve, they will attract partners who will not exhibit critical and judgmental qualities- but rather unconditional acceptance and appreciation. Many of these partners will be people who have shifted in their own life from intensely busy, neurotic, ocd, distorted relationship with alcohol, food, with work, hurting themselves, hurting others etc. The soul's capacity to let go and be in the present moment, to not give what is not needed, to forgive mistakes of them self and of others- will bring people of a similar temperament into their life.

It's important to note, as Rad wrote- that these negative qualities are not necessarily going to manifest in the soul. With these signatures- this soul could be a humble being truly wishing to help others. Having taken meaningful social roles that are actually focused on helping others in a way that feels self honoring and valuable to this soul. This is possible- especially given the grand trine between both nodal rulers and the south node.

In this case- the same lessons would still apply- forgiving themselves, not overworking, not giving to others whenever someone asks for a favor. The crisis that this soul would experience would be a guilt based on having made mistakes/ having not tried hard enough/ having disappointed others. This guilt can be converted into awareness when they realize that their motivations for helping others is highly mixed in with an inner need to be as perfect/humble/selfless as possible. At that point they get to discover that they are always helping people, in fact just by being who they are- they are an innately humble and helpful soul. They will only serve/give when it is balanced and appropriate to do so, not when their unnatural guilt motivates them to do so.




Rad

Hi Ari,

Real good work Ari ............

Rad