Volunteer ~ "Jen" ~ EA Personal In-depth Chart and Transit Analysis

[Jen]

URANUS/PLUTO SQUARES 2012-2015

Hi Linda and everyone,

I have been looking into my past trying to figure out what events took place on the below dates and realized how much has happened in just a couple of years. I am not even close to being the same as I was in June 2012 or I suppose I am so much more of who I am. 

Hello Jen and everyone,


URANUS/PLUTO SQUARES 2012-2015


                                                                            Aspecting Jen's chart using a 1 deg orb     

26 June 2012                 8 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO TRINE NORTH NODE

19 September 2012        6 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO TRINE VENUS;  PLUTO TRINE SEDNA

21 May 2013                 11 deg Capricorn/Aries   

1 November 2013          11 deg Capricorn/Aries

21 April 2014                13 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO OPP MARS;  PLUTO TRINE CHIRON

15 December 2014        12 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO OPP MARS

[17 March 2015              15 deg Capricorn/Aries       PLUTO OPP MARS;  PLUTO TRINE SATURN]


The transpersonal force of the Uranus/Pluto squares is the most significant planetary influence of our times.

Can you remember what real life experiences happened for you around the time of the above dates?


Thanks,

Linda

Here is what I could come up with.


26 June 2012 - I traveled to meet my husbands family for the first time. Within two weeks I was engaged and pregnant. This was very much about trust and commitment for me.

19 September 2012  -       

21 May 2013  - I believe this is when I first read "Pluto"  It was the beginning of a whole new understanding of myself.

1 November 2013  - I came into contact with a spiritual group in the town I live in. I began trying out different practices to spiritualize. I had already gained much knowledge and understanding but this is when I began putting it to the test. I did everything from yoga to energy healing and different meditations. It was very short lived.

21 April 2014 - . I became pregnant with the baby I am soon to give birth to. I decided to let go of any attempt to control my path and allow it to unfold. To step into the abyss completely.

15 December 2014 - I believe that this thread is the big thing happening at this time. Stepping into the role of reflecting about myself in a different way and sharing intimate details.

Thank you!

Jen

[Linda]

Jen's Chart

[Linda]

URANUS/PLUTO SQUARES 2012-2015

                                                                           Aspecting Jen's chart using a 1 deg orb
26 June 2012                 8 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO TRINE NORTH NODE
19 September 2012        6 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO TRINE VENUS;  PLUTO TRINE SEDNA
21 May 2013                 11 deg Capricorn/Aries   
1 November 2013          11 deg Capricorn/Aries
21 April 2014                13 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO OPP MARS;  PLUTO TRINE CHIRON
15 December 2014        12 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO OPP MARS
[17 March 2015             15 deg Capricorn/Aries        PLUTO OPP MARS;  PLUTO TRINE SATURN]

Can you remember what real life experiences happened for you around the time of the above dates?

Here is what I could come up with.

26 June 2012 - I traveled to meet my husbands family for the first time. Within two weeks I was engaged and pregnant. This was very much about trust and commitment for me.  establishing new family group, partner, engagement, childbearing.

19 September 2012 -

21 May 2013  - I believe this is when I first read "Pluto."  It was the beginning of a whole new understanding of myself.  EA, new paradigm, new understanding of self based on Natural Law

1 November 2013  - I came into contact with a spiritual group in the town I live in. I began trying out different practices to spiritualize. I had already gained much knowledge and understanding but this is when I began putting it to the test. I did everything from yoga to energy healing and different meditations. It was very short lived.  trialing new groups

21 April 2014 - I became pregnant with the baby I am soon to give birth to. I decided to let go of any attempt to control my path and allow it to unfold. To step into the abyss completely.  pregnancy, procreation, letting go

15 December 2014 - I believe that this thread is the big thing happening at this time. Stepping into the role of reflecting about myself in a different way and sharing intimate details.  new astrology group, in-depth self-analysis


Jen,

Summing up for you, Uranus is transiting your 2nd house, and Pluto is transiting your 11th house.

A couple of repeating themes manifested throughout the Uranus/Pluto squares: 

establishment of new family group and new EA paradigm based on Natural Law.

Wow! 

Linda

[Linda]

Hi Jen,


URANUS/PLUTO SQUARES 2012-2015


Transiting Uranus in Aries through the 2nd house;  Transiting Pluto in Capricorn through the 11th house.

Natal Uranus in Scorpio in the 9th house;  Natal Pluto in Virgo in the 8th house.

To understand the transiting Uranus/Pluto squares is to understand the issues of these planets in the natal chart.

-  What are these planets' relationships to the rest of the chart from an evolutionary point of view?
-  Why is Pluto in the 8th house?  Why is Pluto in Virgo?  Why Pluto's aspects?
-  Why is Uranus in the 9th house?  Why is Uranus in Scorpio?  Why Uranus' aspects?
-  Consider the Planetary Nodes of Pluto and Uranus.

Once the above are understood from a natal point of view, then the transits of the Uranus/Pluto squares can be understood in terms of the natal issues.

The natal aspect between Uranus and Pluto is a semisextile (new phase).


Quote from Jeffrey Wolf Green:

New phase semi-sextile

What we want to keep in mind here is that the new phase evolves through time. This is now how we start measuring aspects. If you have two planets in a semi-sextile relationship, 30 degrees, yet still in the new phase, this symbolism clearly suggests that the individual, prior to this life, has already had a couple of experiences - maybe a couple of lives, who knows - involving this new phase process. In other words it is not utterly new. Because it suggests that there has been something before, the semi-sextile tends to have the effect of checking the pure instinctual process of the new phase. Prior to the semi-sextile, there is the instinct for unchecked action, random-like, but through a process of action/reaction prior to this life, the individual has already begun to become somewhat aware instinctually, of course, but aware of what this new purpose is, evolutionarily speaking, and thus the knowledge implied allows the semi-sextile to have a checking action or narrowing of experience. There is still the need to initiate action. There is still the action/reaction process. There is still much which is unformulated and yet the person has more of a sense of undefined direction, ie to narrow the randomness. The person may have unconscious memories of coming through the conjunction because in any life 80% of your thoughts, beliefs, values, interpretation and perception patterns, self-relatedness patterns are determined by subconscious memories. This is itself, based on that which has come before. The memory is in the Soul and is the sum-total of all that which has come before.

If I have had two planets in a new phase condition prior to this life and I now find them in a semi-sextile relationship, this constitutes subconscious memories. This, of itself, narrows the experience field, not happily so however, because new phase wants to be instinctive. So the tension of the semi-sextile is a tension based on feeling checked or constrained. It is the tension, for example, between Aries/Taurus. That is a natural semi-sextile and I think most of us would agree that Aries of itself wants absolute freedom and the instinct in Taurus is to consolidate. This new phase condition creates an irritant. It is like the competing archetypes of water/fire. Water tends to have the effect of dampening the spirit of fire. So the semi-sextile is going to narrow, to focus, to stabilize, and to begin the process of forethought prior to action. (JWG)


More to come.

Thanks,

Linda

[Tashi]

Hi Rad
Not sure how I got that notion.  It's so odd... maybe he said something specific about someone in that 2 week time period...because of "chords" that tie aspects together.   But happy to hear that you have a grounded uniform clarity about what he said everywhere, as I imagine you do.  Blessings.
Warmly
Tashi

[Jen]

URANUS/PLUTO SQUARES 2012-2015

Jen,

Summing up for you, Uranus is transiting your 2nd house, and Pluto is transiting your 11th house.

A couple of repeating themes manifested throughout the Uranus/Pluto squares: 

establishment of new family group and new EA paradigm based on Natural Law.

Wow! 

Linda

Thank you Linda! Yes, I can see it all now 

Jen

[Linda]

Hi Jen and Everyone,

FULL MOON CANCER ~ 5th January 2015

As we explore your transits in the coming months, this will allow you to share deep personal psychological/spiritual shifts, changes, insights, nuances, 'whispers', and truths that reflect the Soul's evolutionary intentions, spiritualization and expansion of consciousness.  I'm speaking mainly about your Neptune skipped steps ~ Neptune conjunct the Midheaven in Sagittarius ruled by Jupiter Leo 7th.  This is the area where I believe you are recovering your skipped steps by broadcasting your experiences correlating to the transits.  Today you shared with me via email that the last Full Moon in Gemini was really intense for you, and that you had experienced really strong contractions. 

"Make no mistake about it - enlightenment is a destructive process.
It has nothing to do with becoming better or being happier.
Enlightenment is the crumbling away of untruth.
It's seeing through the facade of pretense.
It's the complete eradication of everything we imagined to be true."
-  Adyashanti

If you missed it, everyone, Jen's very pregnant!  By the end of this week Jen will be considered full term!  Right now Tr Mercury, Venus and Pluto are opposing Jen's Mars, and the Tr Nodes are t-squaring her Mars.  We are not predicting when the baby will be born. 

Jen's Natal and Transits ~ 5th January 2015

Check out the transits on 5th January 2015 at 4:53:15 am GMT ~ Full Moon 14º 30' Cancer ~ aspecting Jen's planets: 

-  Full Moon conjunct natal Mars
-  Tr Sun opposite natal Mars
-  Tr Pluto opposite natal Mars
-  Tr Uranus square natal Mars
-  Tr Nodes square natal Mars
-  Tr North Node conjunct natal Pluto

Full Moon Cancer chart ~ 5th January 2015

Mars correlates to how desires emanating from the Soul become conscious in each life, and how we instinctively act upon those desires.  Take into account also the natural 1st house; the sign on the Ascendant; the Aries house cusp; and the Planetary Nodes of Mars.  All of these desires come from the Soul as a direct result of the core evolutionary intentions symbolized by the karmic/evolutionary axis.

Jen's Mars archetype

Natal Mars 13º 49' Cancer 5th
South Node of Mars 21º 35' Libra 8th
North Node of Mars 28º 37' Gemini 4th
Aries intercepted in the 2nd (containing Ceres)
Ascendant 21º 10' Aquarius, ruled by Uranus Scorpio 9th
Natal Mars septile Neptune
... and other aspects.

Jen, if you are able to, it would be great if you could share your experiences up to the time of the birth.

Wishing you all the best,

Linda

[Jen]

Realignment with natural law and the natural feminine

Hello everyone,

I would like to share some thoughts that I have been pondering these past days regarding the realignment with natural law and the natural feminine. I recall reading something, I believe from one of Jeffrey Wolf Greens lectures, about birth and how it can be painless if the ego will is in alignment with divine will. I don´t remember the specifics and would love to read it again if anyone recognizes it.

I have always felt that childbirth is a perfect experience to connect to the natural feminine intuition and I have always wondered why it is portrayed as such a horrific experience by many. So many women are so scared to give birth naturally and it has become very common to give birth via planned C-section. I believe this fear comes from false information, limited understanding and lack of control. That we are so disconnected from our intuitive knowing and in an experience such as childbirth we cannot predict or control the experience or the outcome. It is a process we have to surrender to (at least in its natural form).

With my second child I had to fight for my right to a natural birth as she was in breach position (feet down). Luckily I live near a hospital where this is allowed, in most places the mother would have no choice but to have a C-section. It was so rare for the midwives and doctors to experience a natural breech birth that there were 15 nurses and doctors crammed into the small birthing room to observe and learn from the experience. Everything went well of course and it was an amazing experience.

As I am approaching the birth of my third child I would love to use this opportunity to truly tune in to the full natural experience of birthing a soul into the world; of completely experiencing this powerful force of creation. (I was hoping for a home birth but this is very difficult and expensive to arrange so it will have to be a hospital birth. I am still going to stay in charge of my own experience and not "handing myself and baby over" to the care of the hospital staff.) I have been pondering how to do this, how to be in full alignment with this process. What fears I may need to overcome and how to do this. I decided that it would help to understand the natural physical process, so have read a little about what happens in the body during different stages of labor. This information has given me enough understanding of the natural process to be able to decline medical interference if suggested. The next part is about trust and surrender which I believe is what it means to align ego will with divine will. To flow with and help the process without fear or resistance.

These thoughts of what it means to connect spirit into matter, heaven and earth, Aligning body mind and soul have been very much at the forefront of my mind and I am experiencing waves of complete understanding coming through. I believe this is going to be a beautiful experience.

Love
Jen

[Jen]

In addition to my previous post I have found myself drawn to the different archetypes of the Hindu gods/goddesses. I am particularly attracted to the goddess Kali and just love everything that she represents.

As I understand it, she symbolizes the natural evolution of the water triad towards realignment with source. The Goddess of birth, death and transformation but also of truth and timelessness. I can see the archetypes in my own natal chart and understand why I resonate so deeply with her symbolism.

Here is an article a link to some articles if anyone is interested.  https://www.kalimandir.org/blogs/ http://www.exoticindiaart.com/articlesearch.php3?searchval=kali

Jen

[Linda]

Hi Jen,


Realignment with natural law and the natural feminine

Correlations to childbirth and the primordial mother archetype:


Moon - Cancer - 4th house: nurturing, family, devotion, protection, the womb, fertility, mother, breast milk, ego, self-image, security, inner emotions, protection, childhood environment, subjective, home, clan, gender roles, roots, ancestors, needs.  Mother is a leader (cardinal).  Jen's Moon Scorpio 9th - Cancer on the 5th house cusp - Gemini on the 4th house cusp - Juno in Gemini 4th.


Ceres:  Roman Goddess of the Harvest, ruled by Virgo, Mother Nature, procreation, nurturing, productivity, Soul growth.  Ceres Aries 2nd


Diana (78):   connection to childbirth, midwifery, protector of the newborn and the vulnerable in both human and animal kingdoms.  Diana 6 deg Aquarius 12th


Artemis (105):  Goddess of midwifery and childbirth, protector of the innocent, guardian of purity.  
Artemis 21 deg Cancer 5th


Haumea (136108):  Hawaiian Goddess of Childbirth and Fertility, sacred birth, essence of purity, birth of specialness, clear state of consciousness.  Haumea 17 deg Virgo 7th

YOD
Haumea 17 deg Virgo 7th
Moon 24 deg Scorpio / Uranus 17 deg Scorpio 9th
Apex Ceres 19 deg Aries 2nd
Opposite apex Pluto 17 deg Libra 8th

     Haumea is said to be the Goddess of Childbirth due to her knowledge of the birthing process, not only that of the soul but also of the biological-ecological relationship with life-having been said to have saved a woman from a caesarian by using a herbal remedy to induce birth. Haumea's knowledge of fertility extends to that of the plants of the forest and the use of herbs. http://www.lunarplanner.com/asteroids-dwarfplanets/Haumea.html


Mother archetype (Carl Jung): motherly love and warmth, the loving mother or the terrible mother, goddess of fate, mother complex (exaggeration of the maternal instinct). Jung considered the Mother the most important archetype because it seemed to contain all others. A newborn baby is not a blank slate but comes wired ready to perceive certain archetypal patterns and symbols.


We will draw up the baby's birth chart too!


Love,

Linda

[Jen]

Hello everyone,

Baby hasn´t decided to show herself as of yet but I have been experiencing some deep emotional shifts. I have been connecting to a space where I am understanding the origins of some of my self rejection on a deeper level than before. At least the origins in this lifetime. I was understanding the rejection of self through the mothers own rejection of self. I have also been connecting to the space where I as a baby would not yet have the understanding of separateness from the mother. How deeply the mothers actions can, without realizing it, impact the child.

For example.. I know that my father stepped in and decided that it was time I learned to be independent of my mother at around 8 months old. He put me in my cot and closed the door and left me to scream. My mother was then only allowed to go in and remake the bed and redress me, as I had stripped myself and the cot completely of everything and would be left standing on the wooden board naked, then she would leave again.

I connect a lot of these feelings to not being loved or even to being hated and rejected. It is a very deeply rooted emotion that could go unnoticed but it is there and in affects my ability to accept myself and most importantly to forgive my own shortcomings. I put such a high standard of conduct onto myself when it comes to how I make other people feel that if I myself should lose myself in my own emotions and thereby affect someone else It induces an intense amount of guilt and I find it difficult to forgive myself as "I know better". I have been aware of this behavior pattern before but now i connected it to the origin in a way that helped me discern what feelings to keep and what to let go of and how to let go of them in order to be able to clear those emotions from resurfacing again and again.

I have also been connecting to the space of how very important my children are to my own evolutionary journey and why. When I had first child, I felt that it saved my life. He gave me a reason to live, to care about life and myself in a totally different way than ever before. It was also terrifying, To connect to and love someone so much and also know that anything can end at any point. That nothing is forever. I could never understand the motto "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" and felt that it would be much better to never have loved. Having my son gave me no choice in the matter though.

When I was planning my second child I became terrified again because I realized that if the worst imaginable should happen to one of my children, then I would be bound to stay here on earth to live for the other. I believe this fear was part of the initial reason that I began to search for a deeper spiritual connection or to find god.

I am now in a space of overwhelming abundance and love for not only my children but my soul-mate and I am completely unguarded and openhearted to everyone and I understand that it is better to have loved than lived in fear of loss. The love that I feel is extending to the people and world around me in a way that is beautiful and unconditional. Seeing everyone as children of creation and realizing that the love I feel for my own children is only an example of the love that exists between all souls.

It was a heavy full moon with lots of emotional clearing but I feel very much lighter now. 

<3
Jen

[Linda]

Jen's transits ~ 8th January 2015

Hi Jen,

Thanks so much for sharing experiences around being a mother, and also experiences from your own childhood.

Jen's quote:  I connect a lot of these feelings to not being loved or even to being hated and rejected. It is a very deeply rooted emotion that could go unnoticed but it is there and it affects my ability to accept myself and most importantly to forgive my own shortcomings.

Just a few correlations:

Karmic signature - Pluto Libra 8th - betrayal, fear of vulnerability/betrayal/loss, power and powerlessness, equality, balance, extremes, giving and receiving of love (to self and others).

Early childhood environment - cusp of the Gemini 4th house - mental stimulation, value placed on communication, reasoning rather than really feeling.

4th ruled by Mercury Leo 7th conjunct Jupiter - growing up hungry for attention, appreciation, and admiration;  performing (clowning about) rather than communicating feelings;  real or perceived needs not being met.

Moon Scorpio 9th - past life experiences of death associated with pregnancy/birth/children, fear of abandonment/loss, aura of mournfulness carried as an emotional tone or undercurrent.

Many of the above experiences, all of which are created by your Soul, promote expression and development of the Pluto polarity point (PPP) Pisces 2nd house, emotional and physical self-reliance, thus moving away from dysfunctional patterns.  Ceres is conjunct your PPP and therefore very important, where you not only nurture others, but just as importantly, yourself.  The North Node Virgo 7th also facilitates the forward momentum of soul growth through discernment of relationship dynamics such as when to give and when not to give, etc.

Pluto polarity point - conjunct planet (or asteroid)

Development of the planet conjunct the Pluto polarity point, by house and sign, is a crucial part of the Soul's ongoing evolutionary process. It's one of the most intense placements a planet can have. Review what Jeffrey had to say about Mars opposing Pluto and how extreme that is. Now substitute for the Mars archetypes that he described, the archetypes of the planet that is opposing Pluto. One thing that can often occur with this placement is people and events in the outer reality will occur in intense Plutonian ways. The person often sees this as external, as things that are happening to them. They have forgotten that everything that occurs externally is an out-picturing of the Soul's internal reality. Thus they can feel victimized, until they finally come to understand the evolutionary reasons these intense experiences have been necessary for the Soul's ongoing evolutionary needs. Then the lights start coming on. In the potential lack of awareness of external reality reflecting internal reality, the person may "own" one side of the opposition and project the other. That is one way it could play out. They would be projecting the parts they could not own. (Steve)

Sounds like you're in a beautiful place right now:

Jen's quote:  I am now in a space of overwhelming abundance and love for not only my children but my soul-mate and I am completely unguarded and openhearted to everyone and I understand that it is better to have loved than lived in fear of loss.

We all hope to receive word of the beginning of your labour, so that we can send you lots of loving energy to help the process!

Peace and Love,

Linda

[Jen]

We all hope to receive word of the beginning of your labour, so that we can send you lots of loving energy to help the process!

Peace and Love,

Linda

Thank you so much! I will definitley keep you posted.

Much love
Jen

[Linda]

Hi Jen,


New Moon 0 deg Aquarius


It must be getting very close to the time of labour for you!  

We have the New Moon coming up in a few days time on 20th January 2015 @ 8:13 am EDT.  You have shown interest in providing us details of events around New Moons and Full Moons.

We understand if you would like to suspend this thread for a while, but if you're interested in reporting any new events, projects or desires (plus the obvious ) correlating to the New Moon Aquarius, please go ahead and share at any time before, during or after the New Moon.

Attached is your natal chart + transits for 20th January 2015.  At 8:13 am EDT the Moon will be exactly conjunct the Sun @ 0 deg Aquarius in your 12th house.

Mercury stations Rx @ 17 deg Aquarius, 10:54 am EDT, on 21st January2015.

Jen ~ Transits 20 January 2015 ~ New Moon Aquarius

We all wish you the very best.

Thank you,

Linda

[Linda]

It's a Girl!

Congratulations to Jen and family

on the birth of your daughter today!


Love from all of us